I am such a pain in the arse... To possibly everyone who knows me...

I am totally smitten with this really sexy guy, who is supposedly really nice (which I could verify if I have the nerve to actually talk to him)... Anyway, I'm pretty sure I'm driving everyone cracked with how much I talk about him... And what doesn't help is that I'm really paranoid about things with him. If you've read my last blog, you'll know that I know he knows who I am atleast (if that last sentence made ANY sense what-so-ever). He stares at me a fair bit, but that really is no sign I suppose... But he's not my usual type. However, my usual type has been extremely unreliable these days so I think I might just give up on them...

My head's wrecked though... My friends are encouraging me to atleast talk to this guy... Just as friends like... I dunno if I can though. I just clam up when I see him... Plus he's friends with a lot of the "popular" girls in my school, you know the type. Into everything I'm not, Gorgeous, Confident. They all go out to the local club and have an "amazing" time... That's really not my scene at all... Am I fooling myself thinking that this'd even work between us...?

This is driving me mad... I dunno what to do about any of this... Please anyone who reads this make some sort of attempt to help me out here! I don't think I'll be able to sort this on my own...
Thanks everyone :.